And We Know It's Never Simple Never Easy

I wake up every morning sad, sleepless and angry.
In general life is amazing. I have no problem admitting that.
I don't think that it's something I should have to hide.
I'm happy.
But things hit you differently at different times.
That gaping hole of unfinished business.
A deep chasm of what now.

I guess nothing is supposed to make sense.

I do know that I'm being made out to be a bad guy.
But I'm not the only bad guy here.
I guess thats not the point.

....

There are so many things I want to say.
But I guess that's not the point either.

Breathe - Taylor Swift